Personal Struggles – Personal Growth – Day 63
It’s not suppose to be this way. I didn’t hit my 14 day goal again.
I started this goal process 63 days ago, a goal to earn $500,000 in 90 days, and I haven’t even gotten to $50,000. Hmmmm. Something is not working.
It’s not suppose to work this way. I made a public declaration and now I’m falling short, in fact, I’m painfully short. Have you ever second guessed something you did? That is how I’m feeling.
My addiction to “looking good” is really showing up here. My ego is obviously way out of control and a place I need some personal growth.
My goal is feeling out of reach right now, and all my “reason” is getting to me. “I need to be “reasonable” with my goals,” I’m telling myself. Basically, I’m giving myself reasons why I should not feel bad about not hitting my goals.
I see it, and I say no. No. Okay, I’m 63 days into a 90 day goal. How is this going to work out? By me hitting my goal. Yes. A win.
I have no idea how, but I’m not stopping. I’m going to give it everything I have. Everything to the last moment. As the song says (from “The Impossible Dream,” “I will try until my muscles are crying for relief, and then I will continue.”
The last 63 days of public declaration has changed who I am and I look forward to who I’m going to be in 30 more days, and, how much money I will have in the bank!
Personal Struggles – Personal Growth – Day 63
